My baby is 2 weeks old (today) She is absolutly beautiful! I am so happy that she's here

During my pregnancy my ex tried to kill himself and had problems with drinking. He finally left me when I was 4 months pregnant and stopped talking to me completely when I was 6 months pregnant. when he dumped me he told me to have an abortion.

When I asked my ex for help his mom would make up excuses as to why he couldn't help. She even got all of our debt pushed on to me because he's in a addiction place.

During the pregnancy his mom would call and tell me I was stupid and to have an abortion or give her up for adoption etc etc. A couple of times I got so upset that I started bleeding and almost lost the baby. I was in the hospital twice because of this.

Finally my mom called his mom and told her to leave me alone and not to call me anymore. (his mom stoped calling..)

Now, I had her and I called because I didn't think it would be right to hold her from her grandparents and shes so beautiful. So, when I called them they didn't answer. his sister in law said that they didn't want to come to see her because they didn't want to get hurt. (I wouldn't let them see her again).. they thought.

My exs sister in laws dad delivered the baby, and shes being the hardest on me. Shes really pushing me alot she is buying the baby lots of nice things. I told her I quit smoking and she said its too bad it was late after I had the baby..

She wanted me to let the baby meet her grandparents she said that weekend they didn't get my message they were away (with the babies dad) However, they knew I had her because they said they didn't want to meet her. My babies dad didn't even call to congradulate us. He just said that he was not ready to talk to me.

I feel really sick. I want to enjoy the time that I have with my baby for the year off I cuddle her and take pictures I dress her up.. I always have this knot in my stomach