i say that and you might think screw you but im not one for working either, I hate it and do it as least as possible. Not sure what age you are, if it helps i wasnt doing f*all till i turned 28. What i know that cured me was my hubby and the little girl i always dreamed of. I had a few little jobs before that and know its what made me happier. Working than not working. Now though I am the luckiest person alive. We're not rich,,,,far from it, we arent even awfully comfortable but we love each other totally. I only work weekends, waitressing for a few hours which i actually enjoy and being a mother during the week which is when my hubby works. I hope things work out for you. Right at the start i gave in and took meds for depression, before i met my hubby, and it really helped, it gave me enough umph to go out there and get a job. Just do summin, i ended up working for a residential home, not my number one job but it gave me the confidence to go on. Every anti-depressant works different for different people. MY personal favourite has always been ZOLOFT. IT stopped my anxiety and gave me the strenght to go on. From what i hear though, they all act differently to different people. Hang in there...YOU WILL BE ALRIGHT!!!!