Q: stressed about becoming ill
asked by:
stephanie28
on May 21st, 2008
New User
So I have always been one to worry, if it isn't something is wrong with my heart, its i have a brain tumor, or someone else in my family is going to be sick or googling (googling is like the downfall of me) random symptoms of diseases and now its come to the point where i'm going on my senior trip and i'm terrifed i might fall out of the ride (which i researched amusement park deaths) or have some undiagnosed condition and die because of the stress of the ride. it becomes like an obsession also when i see RIP on some randoms persons myspace to find out what whoever died died of. like i google it and everything and i don't know why! i'm like so terrified of it. i want to enjoy my senior trip that i'm about to leave to in a few minutes but its so hard with all these irrational fears. i'm afraid i'm eventually going to get sick because of the stress or not want to leave the house.
oh and i have panic attacks too. but i don't want to be put on meds =/ any tips? block google from my computer perhaps?
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