I internalize all my anger, I am in like a constant panic attack and a panic state, I really feel I am slowly killing myself, I get pains all over my body and have these bumps, is it possible it could be a blood clot?
If I go on like this and dont get it treated will I eventually kill myself? I was reading on-line how Panic Disorders are tied to cardio vascular disease so I really think it is only a matter of time until I get a heart attack or a stroke
And I have no health Insurance and I had to go to the hospital a few months ago because of a panic attack and I got a $3,000 bill out of that, I called some local clinics and none of them are accepting new patients and I called some psychologists and they want like $75-$120 an hour for a session, and I really dont want to spend that money
Will I eventually kill myself unless I do something?