i'v tried really hard to stop self-harming but everytime i get upset its the first thing i think of
it's like an addiction now i cant even go a full week with out doing something to hurt myself
my parents and friends know but they think its a one off thing and anyway they dont seem that intersted there more curious about how i do it rather than why
i don't want to do it anymore but as soon as i think i can stop something happend that makes me want to do it again
i have no one i can talk to about it