Hi everyone I'm new here and I really need some advice. I am 23 years old and was diagnosed with hypoglycemia over 10 years ago. I used to be overweight, but over the last year and a half I lost almost 100lbs. through diet and excercise and I am now at a healthy weight. Despite getting healthier, since january, my symptoms seem to be getting more severe and more frequent. I have had the usual fatique and moodiness, hopelessness, anxiety, dizziness, headaches, sleep disturbances, shakiness, mental fog, forgetfulness, etc., all year but now I also feel a general sadness and stomach pain like I have never felt in my life. It literally feels like I am getting stabbed with a knife after I eat sometimes. I dont know what to do, this is affecting my job, relationships, my whole life! I have called in sick to work over 5 times in 3 months! I'm scared I'm going to get fired for it. I eat healthy and don't drink soda or coffee or any other sugary beverages and I avoid sugary foods as well. The hard part for me is eating often enough. I take "the pill" and also prilosec because I initially thought the pains were related to acid reflux which is hereditary in my family. It helps, but I still get the severe pains if I wait to long to eat or eat to quickly. I'm really tired of feeling sick all the time. I don't what to do anymore and the trial-and-error process is tiresome and frustrating. Most days I just wish I could stay in bed and not eat because it seems easier than deling with the world when I'm feeling so terrible. Also, I feel like I am never going to feel better because I can not afford to get health insurance or go to the doctors I hate feeling crazy and in pain! I am having the stomach pains right now and they are so bad I'm crying. I sometimes even try to make myself throw up because I think I would feel better if mystomach were empty, but I've never been able to actually do it. My typical diet is like this:

6:30am- soy protein shake made with nonfat milk
9:30am- 1/2 of whole wheat english muffin with peanut butter
12pm- 1/2 of whole wheat english muffin with peanut butter
1:30pm- 1/2 of lean roast beef sandwich with mustard on whole wheat roll & half bag of baked chips
4:30pm- other half of sandwich and chips
7pm- usually skinless chicken breast with small serving of either boiled red potatoes or brown rice (no butter or any other toppings)


I'm really concerned about gaining weight so I'm scared to consume a lot of calories but I really need some help. I am so fed up with feeling sick, I wish I could just eat like a normal person and not have to deal with this. Its not fair. I hate it. I'm tired of feeling miserable. Also, I just remembered that I often have somewhat of a fever. I don't have a thermometer but my head feels warm but my body feels cold, yet my boyfriend will touch my arm or leg and tells me that I'm really hot. I never feel hot, in fact I usually don't even turn on the A/C even when its 105 degrees outside, my apartment usually hovers around 84 degrees in this situation and its comfortable to me. Is this a common symptom as well?