My dad commited suicide when i was 5. Im now 28 and its the anniversary of his death tomorrow and i am still struggling every year to come to terms with it. growing up i suffered from depression becasue of this and ended up self harming. Some days its hard to not go back to it. No one i know understands what its like to lose someone close, let alone to someone whos taken their own life. My family dont talk about it and i just feel so alone. Will it ever get easier?