I don't even know how to explain this. I've read loads of questions about people feeling paranoid that their partner might have given THEM an STD...but have yet to find one that is similar to my problem.

I have been paranoid and anxiety ridden for a year or two now, i guess i just started to get used to it and deal. I've had sex with 3 men prior to my current boyfriend never had any problems with STDs or any scares. In the beginning of our relationship he mentioned that after we had, had sex skin started to flake off, within the same week, and that freaked me out because i thought something similar had happened to me before he had even mentioned it, but i just shrugged it off because i though it might have just been because rubbing or scratching. We both just let it go because he started to take a shower after we had sex and it stopped happening. Now i've become paranoid that every little thing (pimple like bumps, like shaving bumps, but sometimes happen when i hadn't shaved recently. Flesh colored mole type bumps...almost like skin was peeling but thicker, which has been there for a longggg time, and some black head like pimples on my inner thigh) is an STD or that it might be transferable to my boyfriend. I feel guilt that i'm worried about these things and still continue to have unprotected sex with him, like i don't even care or something. I don't know. I keep trying to tell myself that nothing is wrong and that none of the guys i had been with before had anything so i couldn't have anything that i could pass on. I just feel so guilty for still having sex while knowing that there might be something and not getting it checked for sure, and i am always looking for something else that might be wrong with me.

so sick of all this guilt =[
(sorry if i posted this in the wrong place....maybe i'll post it in both places =P)