Hello guys, last Friday I had an issue with my partner about inprovment on our communication in the long distance relationship where having, unfortunately my wordings were not forthcoming and it upset him very much. I had no-one to talk to about and it was eating me up inside. I had no choice to speak to my family about this and in the process I told them I was Gay, to my surprise they embraced my sexuallity and were not negative about it, I am so happy about it. I then talked to mypartner and explained properly what I meant also revealing to him that my family knew of our relationship so we sorted things out and we are back were we should be again.

The problem is that I still have the negative mindtalk that is driving me very close to the edge and for the past two days even after occasionally confronting my mum about it I still walk out the room with those emotions, what the hell is wrong with me, I got my approval from my family, my partner has never stopped loving but why I am I still having still sleepless nights and restless days, I having never been like this in my life before and I am very worried!