I have had an emotionally traumatic past... I'm fairly sure that my panic attacks are spurred from my abuse. (Sexual, emotional, physical & mental.)
It's hard to understand...but I work right across from the place where I was first abused. My wounds are kept raw from continually seeing the place where I was abused. I've been abused several times. 1st at a gasoline station, 2nd at a public pool 3rd at the same gasoline station mentioned before 4th at a mall... it's just so hard to explain.
I want help... but I don't know how to ask!
I'm a different person that I was before because I am hiding all this pain... no one knows about this... all the details are kept hidden somewhere inside of me.
Is this a medical condition?