I got back from my appointment. The doctor said the spot on my nose is nothing and gave me a prescription for the itching and burning. He then inspected all the moles on my body and spotted one underneath my right jaw bone that he said he wants to look at. He asked me how long I had it and I said I had no idea, I just discovered it myself this week searching my body for moles. Its not visible if you look at it in the mairror face to face. The doctor then told me to come in for an incision NEXT WEEK. That freaked me out and I asked the doctor is it cancer? He said he doesnt suspect its either of the 3 skin cancers and that I shouldnt be concerned. He thinks it may be an atypical mole. He said it doesnt look very bad but it doesnt look totally fine either so he wants to take a look at it and if he suspects anything he will just cut it out. I was still freaking so I asked him every which way if its cancer and he said he doesnt think so and he didnt seem alarmed at all. Then, I know I shouldnt have asked him this, but I did just to gauge his response and asked the doctor if he's 100% sure its not cancer and the doctor said he can never say that otherwise there would be no point of having a biopsy. The doctor knew i was real worried and then went on to say if he though it was serious he would do the incision today, but instead he has me coming back in next week for the incision.
Im trying to remain calm but as I did a search for atypical moles they appear to be a potential precursor for melanoma or people with an atypical mole have more of a chance of developing melanoma. Thus I am still worried about this and now im thinking to myself if it is melanoma how long has it been there, how about if its been there for months, or a year i could be in deep trouble.
sorry to ramble but im just not totally out of the woods yet. And yes, I do naturally worry about things a lot.
Thanks for reading.