split wife now lost

i dont nomaly chat on forum hate my spelling i happy and im 38 married 10 years this year untill last mouth when wife told she no longer loves me and is moving out it been very hard 4 years lost 2 babys on at 22 half week live birth witch i had hold till her heart stop worst my life and wife on a mothersday 9 month later lost 1 at 14week the deverstated my with in beleving never kid i keep on reashing her we will get there then money problems and debts started us arguing a lot now she not want be with me want her inderpendce back start over she last 10 been wost of her life all we acumplished is 2 dead baby , no im a reck i work as carework im find her help other when im so confused i fell lost and empty now to talk to my wife i want stay friend she moving it ther spair room im find very hard bottle my emotions then they flood out i not have my friends iv made my life around her i but i love her bits she will talk me but i feel mesed in the head moneys bill out control no were to turn i feel so loney no one to talk to let it out.