I'm new to this entire forum, and it seems no one got my last memo. I have this problem where my entire "package" is small for my age; I'm 18, and in other words, I look like a child. Aside from the obvious confidence issues caused by this, I was wondering if anyone could help me figure out why? I'll provide further information below for those who would be willing to shed some light on this.

First of all, when I was 7 I was hit in the pubic area 3 times consecutively with a metal tennis racket which caused tremendous bruising. However, according to my mom, the hospital said there was no trauma. Secondly, I recently went to the doctors out of concerin, and he assured me everything was "normal" - we found out my testosterone levels were fine but my bilirubin was up (another question: could this influence testicular size?). Furthermore, if it's of any use, there is a tangle of cords behind my left testicle that are noticeable when I perform lump checks, whereas my right testicle doesn't have this at all. There's also a vein running down my sack, and I've heard this could be a sympton of something.

I'm really hoping you guys could provide with me some kind of answer, because I don't have money for a doctor anymore due to the sinking economy.