F1,
First off, how small is your penis and testicles? I'm not trying to embarass you, and you can choose to message me in private if you feel more comfortable with that, but I would like to know. As a massage therapist I have seen literallly hundreds of penises and testicles and let me tell you they come (no pun intended) in all shapes and sizes. Soft or hard, a penis is still a penis and can do the job if the fellow knows how to use it.
I'm concerned that you are avoiding sexual relationships, as I still haven't found a penis that was "that small" that I couldn't work with it or help the fellow achieve a satisfactory release when ejaculating.
I'm here to chat if you want to,
Wendy