Thanks for replying
What is happening at home is my mum recently died of a brain tumour and thats made a major change to everything, she used to be so fit , healthy and fun loving, caring person.
She kept on collapsing and having headaches, the doctor said it was all stress related and kept on sending her back home
She lost the use of both her legs and I felt so helpless, she kept on falling when trying to walk, now I am worried that i might get the same thing as her. I keep on getting images in my head of her collapsing and it hits me hard, I try to think of the good times with her before the tumour.
And I have recently started college and its quite stressful.
My Uncle had a bowel cancer operation and he is doing fine, although a little confused and distraught.
My Aunt has to go into hospital for tests because she has something in her kidney
My other Aunt has to have a breast cancer operation
And I recently found out it is the anniversary of my old school friend death, he ws only 14 and collapsed and died whilst playing football, I knew him because I used to play football with him in my old school.
I am now obscessed with checking my heart every so often.