i dont know what to do or who to go
to...and im hoping someone can help me. im
26 yrs old and have been having problems
as long as i can remember but they have
only started to worsen in the last 5
yrs...i can say its the worst when im
under the tiniest amount of stress and
that is usually at work somedays im fine
laughing and joking around , flirting with
the guys i work with, and then other days
its all tears and wanting to hurt myself
...hating myself and everything else in
the world...it gets to the point where i
want to walk in front of a car or i think
of swallowing a bottle of pills i see
pictures in my head usually of blood , i
also become very paranoid at work mostly i
feel like people are talking about me or
if theyre making comments about someone i
feel like its directed at me and ill just
completely break down its so embarrassing
but i cant make it stop...ive also always
feel like people are leaving me ...theres
a guy at work that i like we flirt around
alot and the other day he left without
saying good bye and i felt like i had done
something wrong or he was mad at me and i
dont even know how to describe it really
but i was just so upset over it when i
know i shoudnt have been
\
ive been looking around and i feel like
its bpd or a mixture of things
im taking celexa 40mg and trazadone 200mg
and its just not helping me theres more if
you want to know anything just ask k thank
you
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antigone
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Joined: 27 Jan 2008 Posts: 847 Location: IL
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Posted: 05-13-08 22:28pm
Have you talked to a psychiatrist? You are
describing mixed moods. Perhaps you have a
mood disorder. A psychiatrist could
evaluate you and give you a diagnosis.
With the proper medication you could have
relief from the symptoms. I hope you will
go see a psychiatrist. You don't have to
live life feeling this way.
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halfemptyheart
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 May 2008 Posts: 3
Posted: 05-13-08 23:41pm
i checked myself into a clinic about 6 mo.
ago and they told me that it was
depression but i think i left out alot of
stuff because i was so nervous and had so
much to say....i want to go back but dont
have the money to pay for it ...thanks for
replying
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halfemptyheart
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 May 2008 Posts: 3
Posted: 05-14-08 00:42am
also i have been thinking ...my mood
changes got worse after i started the
meds...i remember the first month after
they started to kick in that i talked alot
more than usual a little to much actually
and was happier...i thought that i was
getting better...i had told my doctor how
i felt and he told me that was
good....could he have been wrong because i
read that ssri can trigger bipolar
disorder...(my grandma was bipolar from
what ive heard)
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NightStar
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 Jul 2008 Posts: 26 Location: Galesburg, IL USA
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Posted: 07-22-08 16:22pm
I am bipolar and borderline personality.
Borderline personality is when you feel
like hurting yourself, because of
rejection.
Bipolar is when you have manic moods and
depression.
You really need to explain to the doctor
how you are feeling and why you feel that
way. So they know which one you are
dealing with.
It can take time to get straightened out
on medications so hang in there.
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