I feel like I'm losing my mind!!
My family and boyfriend notice something isn't right with me, but I feel like everyone thinks I'm just going crazy or over-reacting and I'm not!
I just have a HUGE amount of odd things going on and I haven't felt normal and healthy for several months. Unfortunately, my doctor can't figure out what would be wrong....So...anyone?-----
I started feeling sick in June of 08 and finally found out I had Mono in August. I had Mono through October when my doctor discovered I no longer had mono but I still felt like crap b/c I had Epstein Barr...
I felt okay for a week or 2 and then felt terrible--it's been like 6 months now and I realize that my personalites been different.
headaches (major pressure around my eyes)
sensativity to light
nausea
loss of appetite (i eat 3" of a 6" sub 2 times a day- that's it!)
extreme fatigue
extreme irritability
(my cat can be in her litter box and just the noise of her in there gets me so worked up i feel like hitting something)..in example
extreme jumpiness
jittery feeling in my chest, like my heart is jittery
tires quickly
sensative gums (no new toothbrush or paste but my gums are bleeding for some reason the past several nights and mornings)
EXTREME OVER REACTION--
something that I think in the past would normally just annoy me makes me annoyed to the point of being pissed and my heart starts pounding...
something that I would normally just be mad or upset about makes me IRATE to the point I feel like I could lift a car (and have hit my boyfriend and broken things).
These are the most recent, but in the past year I also developed a bump on my head that has yet to go away, had what I considered 2 panic attacks last winter where I blacked out and felt that kind of 'fight or flight' response...and my memory has seemed to have been getting bad- to the point that I get embarassed at work and home and finally noticed that it happens a lot.
I've looked into a lot of things myself thyroid/stress/anxiety/STDs/tumor/immune disease....I have no idea and would appreciate ANY of yours..
