I am sorry if you want my pic, but all mine are too big and they will not download them. Anyway back to what I am asking. I had a viral myocarditus 6 and a half years ago, it left me with a 30% ejection fracture. Since then I improved it to a 52% which isnt far from normal. I have been sick with oe thing after another since this happened to me, and I always feel tired. I have been depressed and had panic attacks quite often, but I do feel as though this is not what is making me feel so bad. I wake up sore and acky everyday and am pale all the time now. I was not a sick man before the heartattack, but since I am seeing the doc once or twice a month. My family has said that I am a hypocondriac, but I complain of the same thing not new ones, tiredness, fatique, muscle pai throughout my body and stomach pain, I just all around feel bad. I catch colds or upper respiratory infections once a month anymore and just have a hard time getting around. I want my life back more than I could even imagine, I am having trouble dealing with all of this. The doctors never find anything wrong with me, when I go, they say that it is severe depression and anxiety. I have been on cymbalta and Zoloft, both of this with colonipins for anxiety, they reduced my anxiety attacks but I still stayed sick. Now I worry so much about my health I check my pulse and am going white headed from the stress of feeling bad all the time. I was never like this before the heartattack, it bothers me tremendously. Someone please help, I am only 27 and I want to have a normal life, not one plagued by one illness after another. I thought from different articles that I have read that I had muscular schlorosis, due to the fact that I have severe nerve damage in my neck and shoulders ( I had a nerve doctor test my neck and shoulders and he found the damage 4 yrs ago) and the fact I have jerks and twinges throughout my body with random pains all through my body. It matches up but no doctor will check, they all think I am crazy and imagining all of this. It makes me sick to be like this, I just dont believe I am convincing myself I am this sick, how could that even be possible! I feel too bad for that to even be feesible! Someone please help I am on my last legs