Hi, I'm a 13 year old girl and I think I'm crazy. I am very shy and have low self-esteem, distracted very easily and cannot concentrate on 1 topic and I jump from topic to topic a lot. I also feel as if I am being watched, my computer is beside a window I always feel as if someone is going to kill me. Sometimes when I sit down I feel the earth move, like I am on a boat but it only rocks once. Down and up. I have constant headaches because of my racing thoughts and sometimes I wont fall asleep till the early hours of the morning. I would be feeling euphoric but randomly I would just fall into depression, sometimes suicidal. I walk into people a lot because I don't notice them even if they're right there. I also always have the urge to smoke even though I have never smoked before. I'm a very picky eater (if it looks weird or smells I can't eat it) and I rarely feel hungry so I'm very skinny. I scream at people a lot and make death threats but I always end up either laughing or crying.