I know exactly what you mean and what you have experienced! First the RTC surgery in 2009. Then the total clean up in 2010, then the TRS in March, 2011. The TRC has been horrific, I wish I had NEVER had it done! I can only move my arm a matter of inches straight out or to the side, then the most sharply intense pain which feels like a knife is being inserted into my shoulder occurs.
But thats not all folks, add the constant pain that I feel in my forearm which is the type of "nails on a chockboard" type of pain, always and constant, and intense, it is like being tortured! I have tried, for over 4 months to explain the pains to my Dr. during office visits, but his response was to move the arm with his support, hold the shoulder area, and exclaim "I just don't feel it"... I tried all the harder during PT, thinking that if the doctor and PT did not feel anything wrong, it must be that I need to just keep at it.
FINALLY, on August 1, 2011, the X ray shows that one of the pieces of the support system is incorrect. I am being refered to a specialist who is part of the USC faculty. I hope so badly that he just END THIS PAIN!
I have said many times before and say again, if it were up to me, I would have chosen to have had the shoulder and arm cut off a long time ago.
The pain meds have not helped one bit,unless I take more than I want to, I sleep around 3 hours a night on average. I can not remember anything since being on pain killers.
I feel like I am losing my mind, heart, will to live, and fear that I will lose my family.... I loved to fish and swim, now I can do nothing remotely related.
I know there are great recoveries out there, I saw one next to me while at PT, he could get to shoulder level after 3 weeks. But, I would say, if you can avoid this surgery, by all means, avoid it!