I had many issues with my ex-fiancé, we loved each others so much, and we were both happy in some big part of the relationship, at least that is what he showed me, but he was really happy and totally in love with me, I know this, we were engaged for almost a year and we almost got our apartment ready, but I had some anger management problems in the beginning of the relationship, and there were some casualties towards him and I've worked it out and he forgave me, but seems like that he didn't totally get over it, we were good until problems started to occur again over stupid things, he tried to change my life style and to change other things in me and I was angry about that and acting stubborn because I believe he loved me like this, I was responding in bad way I admit! I was very ironic and sarcastic in my replies, and damn I regret this and through that I knew that he didn't get over past problems as he was treating me in a really mean way blaming my past that "I was bad & mean" and when he crosses the line and I blame him, he says” I am the reason, I grew the bad in him"

However, since no one is perfect, he is a really good guy in so many things, I was mostly mistaken but he was a bit over sensitive and contradictive, I mean if it was some other guy, these problems wouldn't have been a major disaster in our lives, but its just his style, he is so sensitive and his dignity is too aching as he claims, he says I didn't make him feel like "A Man" enough. It is like he forgot all the good things I've made for him, or how was I good to him.

I know he loved me, and still loves me, but he confronted me and told me that we wouldn't be suitable for each others and chose to end the relationship.

I am strong, at least I believe I am, but I'm stronger around him, I have no connections with him at all. I know nothing about him. I love him so much and I want him back, but maybe it is better for us to be away.

My family somewhat believes we can be back together after a month or so, and that he is just too angry, but he sounded so cruel when we were ending it, I was calm and rational.
I didn't cross my lines and we have ended it in peace.

I removed everything that reminds me of him. As if he didn't exist in my life but I still look in the remains, maybe there is a forgotten picture here or there or an e-mail over here, still looking in my missed calls, still checking my Facebook and my e-mail crazily.

I know if I called again, he would turn me down.

So what do you advise me? Should I move on? Or should I consider getting back to him.

He has so many amazing qualities, we bonded together very well, he loved my family and my family loved him dearly. I'm too confused.

Sorry for making a story so long

Thanking you in concern!