I never had a bf when I was your age neither and that is nothing wrong. You are extremely young and you have all the time in the world. Don't worry about it. Don't frustate yourself about the thought that you are not sexually attracted to guys because stress is what make you think that way. It's not that you are not attracted to people. You are and you will eventually find a guy that makes you happy one day. So just go have fun with your friends and forget about it. And don't be obessed about the butterflies because I never had that with anyone, not even with my husband and I love him very much.

You are not a freak, you are totally normal, it just so happens at this time in your life you are not attracted to anyone.

What is probably happening is that you want the attraction to happen so much that you are stopping yourself, forget about wanting it to hapen, just let it happen naturally, at some point you will find someone that you are attracted to might not be tomorrow or even next year, it will happen.

As for being alone, as long as you have your family and frineds you will never be alone.

Eddy