I am 51 years od. Went throught meno 4
years ago. It was early. All the women in
the fam experienced early meno as well.
Anyway...I used to have a powerful sex
drive. Sex was always great. Since going
through this change, i have no desire at
all. Can't take hormone replacement
therapy due to thrombosis, and smoking.
In the event that i do have sex, my
orgasms are very very faint, almost non
exsistant. Nothing turns me on anymore.
Looking at other men, creating a fantasy,
masterbation, movies...nothing works!!! My
poor hubby hasn't had a good roll in the
hay in "seems like forever"
I notice that he frequents the internet
porn sites. I can't even get mad as it's
MY fault.
We don't seem to be "emotionally"
connected either. I really think he is
slowly pulling away from me a little at a
time. Maybe i should fake being
interested. When we do connect, i lay
there thinking of a million and one
reasons why i don't want to lay there. I
was so uninterested the last time that i
actually counted the claps of thunder and
flashes of lightening going on. Not from
us (stormy day) I can't remember when i
felt thunder and lightening during love
making. I would so love to feel the earth
move. (what is that)
