You need to consult with a psychiatrist. An evaluation can be done to determine if there is any type of mood disorder going on. It sounds like you may have a mood disorder but you need a doctor to diagnose this. A doctor can offer you treatment options.

Well once you get on the medication it will take away the mood swings and allow you more freedom.

It takes a bit of trial and error to get the medication right though.

I don't feel incredibly happy any more, I miss not having the manic side, but it is better this way not to feel the depression either.

You sound a little like my cycles. I'm Bi-Polar I (I AM NOT SAYING YOUR BI-POLAR!!!) and I cycle from anger to depression to suicidal thought back up to happy. I would consult with a psychiatrist in order to evaluate your moods. Too be absolutely honest? It does sound like you have a soft mood disorder, perhaps not super severe, but it still seems to be there. Medication is tricky. Im on Effexor XR 150mg, Abilify 10mg, Ativan .5mg 5 times a day, and Mirtazapine at night for sleep. My moods have not gotten better what so ever, which is why I'm about ready to try a stimulant like Adderal with a mood stabilizer. Do some research bro, I'm 18 and I got at least some form of treatment (along with therapy...) and yes, the manic high's go away, and I miss them dearly. I used to be able to go like a motor, all day, literally. But now I feel just down, so be careful with what they put you on.

i have a couple of questions. my girlfriend acts out crazy at times.well all the time like everyday.. we have been together alittle while but anything i do or say that she doesnt like ingites her into a rampage of yelling and screaming. when she is like this there is nothing anyone can do to calm her. she wont listen to anyone. whoever is around is paying for it. im not sure what is wrong with her. she is 21 and her parents and i feel she needs help. but the thing is she thinks she does nothing wrong. are these things symptoms of some disorder. is there anything that can help her. everyday i get pushed farther and farther away from her. let me know and sorry for the terrible spelling. you can write me if you like. thanks cant wait to here back from you.