Seroquel and anxiety

Hey just wondering if I can get some help asap because i can't get anywhere and i can only get help over the internet and im freaking out really bad. There's a list of questions I was wondering about at the very bottom. and i know this isn't short but I really need help and couldn't explain my situation in 64 letters. Anyway, Jumbled vision.
probably not from panic attacks because I have no history an I had a very stable mind set before this.
Or it could be anywhere from a tumour to anything but nobody wants to send me for tests or anything. I just feel like I would like a little sympathy and for somebody to maybe take an interest in this because I feel like its pretty serious but nobody seems to be taking all that serious. It's pretty hard for me to find a doctor or something to really try an do anything about it, They look at it like "Oh well if this guys crazy who cares, I'll have another patient and Its not me that has the problem, I don't know what to tell you, I can't help you" But they didn't even try to help very hard in the first place, didn't even look into it. It's my life, I don't feel like it's something to play around with. I%u2019ll told my family doctor an he doesn't stop to think before he just says %u201Chere%u2019s some Aptiva" go home.
Feels like I%u2019m about to lose control of my mind. It feels like I'm on the edge and at the end of my life as I know it. Like I%u2019m going to blackout an not remember or be able to control what happens
a buzzing dizziness, kind of like you had just enough beer to have a buzz on, but a little worse.
everything is a downer all the sudden like dark, its really scary.

I didn't take the Seroqeul because of the Anxiety attacks. I never had Anxiety before or anything wrong like that. I've never had any medical problems. I just started having them and I%u2019m 21. It can't just start out of the blue like this right? There has to be something wrong that I can get rid of. Anyway, I took a Seroquel of my friends because he lied and said it was a sleeping pill. I was fine the next day except a little dizzy and then POW it kicked in and I%u2019ve had it ever since. I feel like I'm going insane. I went to the doctor and before I could describe all the symptoms he assured me it was Anxiety or Panic and gave me 1mg Ativan, then told me to go home. He also however printed me off a sheet of a list of other things it could be that I should get tested for, I took the sheet the hospital and I got a doctor who was 85 and looked like he needed to be on medication. They didn't do any tests, told me I'd be fine and to go home. I tried to make an appointment for a psychiatrist or psychologist, can't remember which one. They made me wait 3 weeks, then the day came and I was so relieved, thought I might finally be getting some help but then they called on the day and said it was cancelled its going to be another 2 weeks, but I can't wait! I'm going insane! Now it is worse. What does a person have to do to get some help?! I had the perfect life before this and I just want it to go away, or at least know what it is, know how to control it, and not let it get any worse. I have a lot of symptoms that match Anxiety and panic but quite a few that I%u2019ve never heard of in any case. I am very, very dizzy now and get a bad feeling that something is going to happen. I have a ringing in my ears and it is REALLY annoying. And I%u2019m shaking a bit all the time too. It feels like when something is to quiet. I am really moody and irritated. My head and body is very, very numb and feels like something is going very wrong with my mind. It feels like I'm on some horrible drug waiting for it to wear off but it never does. I am confused and stressed. I can't focus my eyes. I feel pressure in my head and I get some headache's sometimes. It mostly kicks in at nigh time. But now it lasts all day and night, just much, much, MUCH worse at night. I'm terrified of turning schizophrenic because I don't know what that%u2019s like so I cant tell. I know I%u2019m not but could I be going there? I just want to sleep so I can wake up an feel a little better for a couple minutes. I have to go to bed at daylight before night time because I don't want it to kick in. and I just want to know what%u2019s wrong with me. It kicks in horribly at night and when I start to fall asleep my body has these sudden twitches, like jolts! and I kick or something and then I can feel myself doing it and wake up. It's getting worse by the day. I don't want to take those Ativan because I heard it can make it much, much worse in the long run but I don't want to go without treatment and let myself go crazy. Because I heard it can get much worse without it. I'm also not even sure what is wrong with me. Could you give me some experienced help and opinions? It would be greatly appreated, thanks. I just want this to go away because I know realize my life was perfect before. I don't want it to be over or insane. I feel if I don't get some help today it will get much worse tonight.



These are some of the theories I've heard so far:


"Brain chemistry is so complicated, and still poorly understood. It could be that the dose of Seroquel tweaked something and changed the balance of neurotransmitters. some idea on ways to get back to feeling normal. Seeing a psychiatrist would be much more effective than just seeing a family practitioner. They don't study the brain too much which is probably why he mistaken your symptoms."


"it could be anything from a tumour to anything"

"You should have tests on your brain right away and I mean Now"

"Your Faking it"










Here is some info on Seroquel I found:


Seroquel is an antipsychotic medication. It works by changing the actions of chemicals in the brain.
Seroquel is used to treat the symptoms of psychotic conditions such as schizophrenia and bipolar disorder (manic depression).
Seroquel has caused fatal pneumonia or heart failure in older adults


Stop using Seroquel and go immediately to your doctor at once if you have the following symptoms: fever, stiff muscles, confusion, sweating, fast or uneven heartbeats, uncontrolled muscle movements, symptoms that come on suddenly such as numbness or weakness, severe headache, and problems with vision, speech, or balance.
You may have thoughts about suicide especially if you are younger than 24 years old. It is not safe for anyone who isn't bi-polar or schizophrenic to take Seroquel. You can cause harm to other's and also yourself. Your doctor will need to check you!

Call your doctor right away if you have any symptoms such as: mood or behaviour changes, anxiety, panic attacks, trouble sleeping, or if you feel impulsive, irritable, agitated, hostile, aggressive, confused, restless, chest pains, hyperactive (mentally or physically), more depressed, or have thoughts about suicide or hurting yourself, mentally unstable to the point of breaking.

The bad news is, it may not be reversible. Warn others and try to get yourself of these meds. Admit yourself to a
detox program as your body has now become toxic as a result of the
drugs you have been taking.

So Should I take an Ativan? Will it get worse if I do? Will It get worse if I don't? What is wrong with me? How do I make it go away? What should I do? Can anybody help? Thanks alot.