Why do you want to die? You are young and you have your whole life ahead of you. Don't be afraid to feel pain no matter what the circumstances. Stop the cutting and use your head that I know you have...otherwise you wouldn't have posted this message. Whoever or whatever is causing all of this pain....find the source and stand up to it. You can do it. You will be all right...hang in there. Do you have someone you can trust? Are you okay? Please don't die. Live the life you have been given.

i want to die cause my dad abused me from the age of 7 and it only stoped last year when the police told me i had to leave but now i get flash backs and things seem worse now i have left.

I know it takes time to reply but i really finding it hard i am scared cause of how strong the feelings are i really dont know what to do

my father never sexually abused me but he did verbally and physically abused me and my three other siblings. i had flash backs and nightmares all through the 20's. everytime i was going through something i would have a dream about the house i was raised in which i called the "house or horror". when i have a dream about that house i know i m going to go through something.
you have to be strong i know you can over come this.
when my dad left, i thought i would be happy, but i went though a deep depression because i was so angry.
do you have health insurance and can you see a therapist.
dont allow him to win!
i'm going to private message you.

Keep telling yourself "I will overcome this..He will not get the better of me" and u will succeed!

thanks