Hello,
First off id like to say im 15.
I have just been felling way to weird over the past 6 months or so.
Sometimes i feel better and sometimes i feel worse. Im not sure whats going on.

Whats going on:
- Cant think straight. It seems like I have racing thoughts always. Lately Ive been doing something like Oh i have to do this. than i think wait what was i gonna do? It feels like 1000 things are always on my mind.
- I always think about stuff like my cell phone is giving me brain cancer or something like that. I also always think about things like being controlled maybe. but i believe its not real. I just like to think about things like that.
- I always watch out about what goes into/onto me. like for instance today i didnt want to put my deodorant on because i remember reading something about how it might be bad for you.
- Sometimes it just feels like life is fake.

But i also think i do not have schizophrenia because:
- I love to go outside and do things. I love getting together with my friends.
- I love nature and everything else about it.
- I talk just as much as everybody else does.
- I laugh...i do show emotion.
- I dont hear or see things. Just sometimes i see flashes of things like oh i thought i saw that...Like when its dark out i blink and see an orb thing for a split second.

I am very confused i really need some of your opinions badly.
And even if you dont think i have schizophrenia is there something that i might have?

Thank you,
- dan