Well where to start... My whole life has been a bit of a mess... But I'm going to be ostruniantly truthful...

Ok, this was when I was ten and I went to Serbia for a trip with my grandmother... I was extremely attacthed to my mother and I mean extrementially attatched to her... I loved her so much that I would even take my own life for her... So me and my grandmother are In Serbia on about 1 and a half month's... By that time I had become severly depressed and started to think very delusional thought's such as my mother was getting raped by men every day and she was captured... Another delusion I had had was like, She was tied down to a chair In a very dark basement and had this man which would imitate her voice when I talked her over the phone... I had lost most pleasure in everything... By the time I had came back home I was still slightly depressed but then got over it... Two year's later... (I am twelve now...) I have been hearing voice's in my head more and more frequently they had just started last month... There was a man yesterday that was arguing with a woman about his son taking drug's... He yelled to her I think "He doesn't do drug's anymore" He had a heavy hoarse American voice and images of a picnic basket with a red backround a white stripe's had came up In my eyes... He reminded me of the word Jack... And I would also see the word lumberjack and Hungry Jacks... I have lot's more to share with other's like you that are reading but I'm not to comfortable doing so... I'm sorry... I really hope people don't think I'm making this up just because I'm merely a simple twelve year old child... Any responses would be greatly appreciated... I hope you all have a glorious and magnificent day... Take care...