My mother has schizophrenia, exactly what
type we are not sure. She first feel ill
back in the late 80's we are not sure what
bought this on we only know that its
triggered by high levels of stress, or
though when mum became ill she had started
going to a spiritulist centre where they
got mum into thinking she was a
clairvoyant I was 8 at the time and didn't
really understand what was going on all I
knew is that my mother was slowly becoming
a different person, my dad left as she
grew worse he had no idea what was going
on with her and it hurt him to see her
that way, the voices had started by then
and were telling mum to get rid of Dad.
Over the next five years mum lived
undiagnosed with this illness or though
she believed the voices to be god, good
and evil spirits, all whom told her
different things it got so bad mum heard
them non stop they kept her from sleeping
they kept us from having a normal
childhood with a mother who cooked and
cleaned, she used to disappear for hours
sometimes, she used to tell me that the
voices were making her angry and she
needed to get out of the house, people
used to stare at her when we were
shopping, she would stop mid stride and
her mouth would be moving as if she were
talking to someone but no sound was coming
out, I used to shake her and try to snap
her out of it, it worked for a minute or
two. We asked the church to help as we
thought she was possessed by evil as we
had no other explanation other than what
mum told us. They came and got rid of all
her crystals and crystal balls and
everything they thought was unholy, but
the voices remained finally the reverend
organised a appointment with a doctor at a
mental home, she stayed there for 3 months
and came out like herself again not
completely but the voices had subsided she
cooked, cleaned and even got herself a job
she's had one relapse where she stopped
taking her medication and got pretty bad
but is back on track, she still hear's
voices when she's alone, the local GP
tells us that without here being heavily
drugged the voices will never stop
completely she also has recently started
having abnormal movement in her mouth, she
has just changed medication to see if this
will stop. She also gets a feeling like
someone is pushing down on her brain which
we have no explanation for, if there's
anyone out there that knows anything about
these things or knows someone with a
similar story I would love to hear from
you we have yet to meet anyone that has
schizophrenia similar to the one mum has,
and without a specific name for it, is
making it hard to know if she is being
medicated properly, we are in a town with
very little mental health support!
Thanks to all for listening would be
really great to hear from someone who can
relate to all of this.
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Georgia59
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Posted: 05-08-08 20:05pm
The abnormal mouth movement is definitely
a common side effect of medication-
perhaps the switch will help? Not quite
sure about the pushing down feeling. It's
hard to tell what type she might have,
though not really necessary for treatment.
The religious delusions are very common-
especially when people around her tried to
tell her her delusions were real. That can
be very harmful.