ok so i was just wondering. i think i am 2 paranoid or soemthing. ok it all started when i was younger like in 1st or 2nd grade. i was so scared 2 be myself and i told my mom that i was scared to be myself and that i wld see figures and feel people touching me. well she told me it was just my imagnation so i was liek ok .so that was over with and it didnt coem back unitll now which it could be soemthing else but im 2 scareed of the dark and i hear like runnin noises upstairs in my bedroom and then it alwasy feels liek soomeone is watchin me and im 2 scared to walk out sepeak out in public. and today i have felt so depressed and i felt dizzy and i had a lack of emotion and i get so anger.i got so anger ay my boyfriend i threw a 2 liter coke at him. and i slept most of the day 2.and my boyfriend was readin a book and the letter looked upside down and im liek why are u reading it upside down and hes like im not,and hten im liek ohh ok and hten hes liek are u ok and im liek yeah.but idk maybe its just all in my head.but please help..
It's difficult to say but if you're not hearing voices as in people from nowhere talking to you and having hallucinations then I'd say you don't have shizophrenia. It sounds more like a personality disorder.
Either way I'd talk to an older person who you trust about it and perhaps arrange to see a doctor. It seems fairly obvious that you need help, so you should try and get it somewhere.