Schizophrenia or paranoid or something else?

ok so i was just wondering. i think i am 2 paranoid or soemthing. ok it all started when i was younger like in 1st or 2nd grade. i was so scared 2 be myself and i told my mom that i was scared to be myself and that i wld see figures and feel people touching me. well she told me it was just my imagnation so i was liek ok .so that was over with and it didnt coem back unitll now which it could be soemthing else but im 2 scareed of the dark and i hear like runnin noises upstairs in my bedroom and then it alwasy feels liek soomeone is watchin me and im 2 scared to walk out sepeak out in public. and today i have felt so depressed and i felt dizzy and i had a lack of emotion and i get so anger.i got so anger ay my boyfriend i threw a 2 liter coke at him. and i slept most of the day 2.and my boyfriend was readin a book and the letter looked upside down and im liek why are u reading it upside down and hes like im not,and hten im liek ohh ok and hten hes liek are u ok and im liek yeah.but idk maybe its just all in my head.but please help..