My friend found this forum and wanted me to post... I took a couple of online test but those can never be 100 percent...
I am greatful of any advice or opinions on this
1.) I feel that others control what I think and feel.
- (not at all)
2.) I hear or see things that others do not hear or see.
- (All the time) I hear my cars talking to me, I feel their emotions, It is hard to describe what I am hearing though... it isn't "hearing" through my ears it is like they are sending mental messages to me.
I also see/hear Ghosts. I have seen them, I have heard them as well! I am living in a house right now with some. They are not friendly and get me going everything. there is times I SWEAR I hear my mom calling me and I would go down the stairs and it is totally dark... nothing. No one. Totally freaked out I jet back up the stairs and hide in my room which I have put toy cats and mechanical critters to surround me and hope protect me from ghost coming in after me or scaring me at least.
3.) I feel it is very difficult for me to express myself in words that others can understand.
- (Quite a lot) I will say there is people I talk to ALL the time and know exactly what I am trying to say even if I say it in the most strangest way! I know I word things strangely just... I don't know I try to explain it and becomes one big mess sometimes and then I have break it down to sentences because I am not good with vocabulary or spelling so I am often finding myself having to say or type more (depending on what I am doing at the time) Like today was trying to explain things to my friend and I kind of worded stuff in a weird way that made him go "?!" but after breaking it down a little more he got it.
4.) I feel I share absolutely nothing in common with others, including my friends and family.
- (All the time) Unfortunately, but it is only on certain subjects, Like cars for sure! No one seems to see what I am talking about! They just call it a mechanical problem, which I mean yeah it is but they are wording it really freaking weird! Okay humans get sick? Well cars can too! We can regenerate they cannot so obviously stuff in us generally if something gets infected or what not we can heal back up! Well if something with them goes wrong, well it will just give out and will need to be replaced! It is not really that much different! Cars get sick, humans can get sick! Same type of stuff but no one seems to get it! Oh well, I understand because there isn't a lot of evidence of their existence. Doesn't help that I seem to be the only blooming' person to think like this!
5.) I believe in more than one thing about reality and the word around me that nobody seem to believe in.
- (All the time) I believe in ghost, the alternate dimension they exist in that sometimes crosses into our reality. The ghost I have meet up however seem to fully realize they are in a different time way different from their and are fully aware if you are there in the same room as them.
Then of course I believe in the world of mechanical critters and cars especially. They are the higher life form of their species and most complex organisms besides us humans, not sure what else to call them. They have their own way to converse and communicate. They need food just like us, care, and love to be around others like us! We share a world with them, but no one seems to know of it! It is a hidden world that people have yet to discover, except me, like always.
6.) Others don't believe me when I tell them the things I see or hear.
- (Somewhat) Well they know I am not lying when I tell them things but they do not believe in it themselves.
7.) I can't trust what I'm thinking because I don't know if it is real or not.
- (Not at all) I know what is real and what isn't. People might not think I do, but I do. The things they say that is abnormal beliefs I know this is a "possible non reality" so I just put it in the category of "not real" because that is what everyone puts it into. I believe it myself but hey I am not going to argue if they really do not think it doesn't exist then well hell I will go ahead and put it there but hey if they start to see what I mean then well you know.
8.) I have magical powers that nobody else has or can explain.
- (Quite a lot) There is days where I have to concentrate more to hear what the cars are saying they are definitely not easy ones to hear. I am barely able to even pick them up n the first place! I feel I am getting better but there is definitely days where I am having a hell of a time hearing their psychic messages they are trying to give to me. And then there is other days that I can feel their emotions and hear them when they are talking to me. Emotions I always feel first before hearing them. I am somewhat psychic I believe.
9.) Other are plotting to get me.
- (Not at all)
10.) I find it difficult to get a hold of my thoughts.
- (somewhat) Yeah it sometimes can be hard for me, just feels like I am having a flat lining day or something. Maybe just didn't get enough sleep or something who knows. But yeah there is times where I am sitting there at the keyboard or even talking to people I just start talking and stop being I lose my train of thought. But not much you can do but I think everyone has this problem once in awhile. It just seems when it happens, during that entire day I feel so offline and just not all there.
11.) I am treated unfairly because others are jealous of my special abilities.
- (not at all) This is due to the fact I only tell people I am most close too and really they already think I am crazy so they don't care
12.) I talk to another person or other people inside my head that nobody else can her.
- (all the time) Oh yeah definitely, but I know they are make believe or fake for sure! I am talking to myself! So what? I am not harming anyone, I do it when no one else is around so I do not see the harm. It keeps me entertained. It is no different from someone imagining a world in their head for a book to write! It is just I am not writing it... I am acting it out and having fun with pretending to be an actor or something in my fabricated world.
Score is 30
Scoring
If you scored...
14 and up : Early schizophrenia
10-13 Possibility of early schizophrenia
0 -9 No schizophrenia
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1.) I see and hear thing that other cannot see or hear. (has been answered already above)
- (all the time)
2.) I believe other control what I think or feel. (has already be answered above)
- (Not at all)
3.) I have little or no interest in doing things.
- (not at all)
4.) I think I have special or magical power that no one else has. (already been answered above)
- (Quite a lot)
5.) My thinking feels cloudy and confused. (This is worded a little different but has been answered above)
- (somewhat)
6.) There are voices or people inside my head that talk to me and that no one else can hear. (yet again has been answered above)
- (all the time)
7.) I know other are out to get me or plotting against me. (answered above)
- (Not at all)
8.) I prefer to be alone.
- (somewhat) I do like to be left alone a lot of the times but then again I can not live without others nether
9.) I, or others, believe that my is really behavior abnormal. Sometimes I appear catatonic or manic.
-(Quite a lot) Oh yeah I get told this a lot! And I KNOW my behaviours and beliefs are odd but who is to say I am right or wrong?
10.) Sometimes I'm talking to the people or voice in my head, but others think I'm talking to myself.
-(somewhat) If I am nearby cars then sometimes they are telling me stuff but can not say anything out loud of people will hear you obviously unless your the only one talking! But cars or mechanical critters in general can hear your thoughts if you can reach a certain level of psychicness it can be hard to do. Pretty much you have to think really hard back at them when they are talking to you.
My score is: 24
0-9 (no schizophrenia)
10-14 (Possilbity of early signs of schizophrenia)
15 (more signs schizoprenia)