I currently for the past 4 1/2 months have been questioning myself to death about my relationship. A year and a half ago I was close to getting married to a girl I had dated for 3 1/2 years in and out fo college and she dumped me out of nowhere. I bounced back real quick and had several fun filled happy months. I partied and looked for girls and never slowed down or let the hurt get the best of me. I met my current girlfriend and we hit it off. She is unbelievable. I've never had more in common with any other girl. Everything was awesome the first couple of months. One morning I woke up and had a dream she left me and since then I have suffered major depression and have numbed my feeling to her and really towards everything. She is a wonderful person and my ideal girlfriend. Everything was perfect before. Is it possible to get things back? I'm on Wellbutrin and feeling pretty helpless. I've heard about repressed emothions and guarding your heart. It's broken me and I'm burned out on thinking about it. I just don't want to lose this great girl. I hate my feelings for her have changed without me wanting them to.