she's so cute. she looks like she's storing nuts for the winter. love the pic with the hand over the eyes! " i can't look!"
congrats on your beautiful baby girl.
sorry i don't have any advice on the tearing, although i tore two ways myself and i can sympathise with the pain you're going through! honestly, i can't remember how long it lasted but i know it was no fun. hope you feel all better soon.