I was recently raped in my anus pretty badly. I am talking some serious tearing. I didnt go to the doctor because I was embarrased; the raping involved my girlfriend and a very large dildo. I have since then broken up with my girlfriend but something else is left behind. My rectum wont stop bleeding. I have to wear pads to absorb all the blood. Once I tried tampons... ouch. Anyways, is this normal after a rectal rape or should I see someone? its been about 9 months.