Hello,
Just wanted to add some comments in response to yours.
I had a spinal fusion nearly 2 years ago (L5-S1).
I did not realise that post surgery I would never quite be the same old me, I still experience sciatica, back pain, numbness down my left leg-due to a left sided disc prolapse. After all this time, I understand that my back pain will sometimes be present, however no where as painful as prior to the fusion surgery. I am learning how to manage the sciatica/back pain by not lifting heavy objects and not sitting for prolonged periods of time-even 2 years later.
I recall the first year post operatively was hell and wondered why I bothered with the surgery as the pain was as extreme as before the fusion.
The surgeon disclosed very little regarding the amount of pain I would feel after surgery. But, I presume every individual recovers differently and feels varied degrees of pain dependent on many factors. I am SO grateful now to my surgeon and myself-for having the courage to go through the surgery!. It is very tough and very painful post operatively. The nerves are VERY angry after the surgery and I was in agony!. But, week by week, month by month, little by little, I began to feel less pain. It is such a long, gradual recovery and you must be very patient and kind to your body/mind. Now, I have good days and occasionally not good because I have aggravated my spine usually due to prolonged sitting (at my desk-working). Fortunately, I work from home now (gave up my nursing career), and ensure I take frequent breaks by standing up and walking about. Now, I rarely depend on a couple of anti-inflammatory tablets to ease the pain.
A lot of pain is normal after 5 weeks of surgery, in fact mine was worse 5 wks post fusion than 5 wks pre surgery!. Just check if it is not improving week by week, possibly contact your surgeon for feedback.
I noticed even 8,9,10 months post operatively I could exacerbate the pain badly by lifting something a little too heavy or sitting&even standing too long.
On an uplifting note.... I live alone on 5 acres with 2 horses.....told to NEVER ride a horse again by my surgeon. My passion is dressage training with my horse and I told the surgeon he was better off telling me I couldn't walk again rather than not ride. Since one year post fusion surgery I have been riding/training in dressage 5 nights a week. I still get a little sore and know I probably should not ride but I find the riding eases the stiffness and pain after sitting at my desk all day working.
I hope my story has instilled some hope!
Be patient as it is a VERY long recovery and listening to your body is very important when you experience higher degrees of sciatica/pain. There is usually something that has triggered the pain increasingly. I have worked out my "triggers". I now know I have this kind of disability at 43 years of age (prolapsed disc at 37 years) and living on a farm with horses I'm constantly having to consider safety and respect for my spine!. I am grateful for the surgery as it has eased the pain tremendously, it took a good year post fusion surgery before I remembered what it was like to not have back pain for even one day.
I hope this information gives you some comfort and relief from your worries...hang in there!