this is going to be long...

iv moved 4 hours away from my family by plane to be with this guy, we just found out he has a cyst on the brain an has to have surgery. he isnt aloud to look after our 5 mnth old boy incase he has a fit, he isnt aloud to work either. coz of this we had to move in with his parents. he also drinks alot. never helps with our baby an has huge mood swings were he yells at me for no reason, an says i stress him out an yells at me infront of our baby

now, iv been talking with a guy who iv known for years, we have been on n of in the past, he is like my best friend, he has admited to loving me, an i cant stop thinking out him, my parnter cought us talkking an banned me from talking to him. i stopped for bout 2 weeks but still couldnt stop thinking bout him in those 2 weeks so i started talking to him again.

im not sure what to do, coz there is a baby involved aswell an im all alone in this state with no family.