I am a 28 year old male. I have a girlfriend that I live with. Recently the past month or so I have noticed that I have been hallucinating. It stared with voices in my head talking to me often while i would be talking to someone at work and the voices seem to judge people that im am talking to or what they are saying. Then I have had visual hallucination with my mother being at my house. i would talk to her even though she lives 3000 miles away. I have talk to/pet a dead pet of my girlfriend and mine. I am having trouble getting motivation to go to work. I seem to be able to tell the difference between what is real and what is not when i am at home. All the time when I am home the is a man who watches every thing I do. This person has never talked to me. But having any type of sexual relationship with my live in girlfriend is impossible because I am being watched. I have shared with my girlfriend what has been going on but I really dont feel that she fully understands what is going on. Each one of these symptoms seem to be getting worse each and every day. Like now the auditory hallucinations are now telling me to kill/maim/hit pretty much anybody I come in contact with that I am not really close to. The voices seem to like my girlfriend. They dont interupt her. My biggest problem is I recently lost my health insurance due to my calling in to work due not wanting to deal with the hallucinations. I live in south florida and I need to find a cheaper psychiatrist or free psychiatrist. Closer to me the better. I live in south broward county/north miami dade county. Any help would be greatly appreciated? Is this schizophrenia? Where can I go??? Please help!!
Chant Om.. pronounced AAAAAAAuuuuuummm look up mantras you might think im stupid but try it ... watch alan watts - the real you and some other videos... to calm your mind .. take vitamin b6, vitamin b 12 and vitamin b3(niacin),vitamin c 1000mg take a few each day,and some selenium tablets, get some fruit and veg, eat some walnuts there really good for your brain, drink loads of water, and try a 7 day fast of just water it will cleanse your brain aswell as your body get some green tea aswell, it could be toxins like mercury which are causing you to feel like you are.. get back to me if u want more help.. or yea even better get some fish oils omega 3,6,9.. essentail fatty acids and DHA get some hemp seeds and hemp seed oil ive told you loads of stuff here what are good for the brain ..and should help you out i hope these work.. i think the omegas 3,6,9 vitamins and lots of water shuold really help you.. or ye and dont listen to them ive had trouble not with voices but just with plain paranoia ive still got it but i know not to listen to it its just my mind playin tricks or and try get some melatonin which is for sleep make sure you get loads of sleep.. and exercise is good even though you might not feel like it loll... cya later hope this helps !!!!!!!!