I find it almost impossible to communicate with people and suffer acute agoraphobia and uncertainty, thats lasted about 3 or 4 years now but initiated with an acute psychotic break with loads of "positive symptoms" -- but now thats blown of and left with mostly "negative symptoms".
I also have incessant thoughts running through my head that I think are telepathic, and that your being watched all the time. It feels liike their are loads of holes in my head and that i suffer "psychogenic" amnseia (as that doesnt sound like normal amnesia), and that my history is really tulumtuous and disturbing.

I have weird interests like philosophy and buddhistic type religions, and the occult/unkown stuff like science and aliens. Even though I dont ever really have anything to say to other people, i think that i could get alog with someone with a smiilar sort of disposition. Does anyone else feel along these sorts of lines?