Having read peoples' questions and responses from others, sexual hyperactivity
is obviously another behavior that comes along with being BP. I was also
very promiscuous in the past but age has caught up with me. My question to
others is have or were the sexual encounters satisfying? I am in the reconciliation
part of being bipolar. I was very impulsive and I can't say that most were satisfying.
I loved the physical contact, the intimacy but there was always something missing.
Have others felt this way? I think I was searching for love and acceptance in the wrong way
and it just reinforced the idea that I am worthless and unlovable. At the time, I was not
dx. Had a bad first psychiatrist. To this day, I have not had a long lasting relationship.
I've had sexual satisfying trysts but most were not. Now that I am fairly stablized this is a part
of learning to accept my past and your input would be appreciated.