I finally realized depression has held me from achieving my academic dreams, however, its been 5 years since the traumatic event that turned my life 180 degrees. However, I did not quit in everything that was an interest of mine. For example, I continued to exercise and tried really really hard in school. I still interact with friends and tried to maintain a social life, though very difficult. I couldn't explain why I felt so empty in happy situations. It was as if I was emotionally numb.

I would like to know when people finally seek help, and their length of treatment. I know untreated depression gets worse, but what does that mean? Am I hopeless? I'm very worried right now and I do not know what the future holds because I've waited so long to become diagnosed...Please share your stories.