I am new to the site and excited to see that I am not alone in the anxiety department. It's hard to get people to understand how you feel sometimes.

A few nights ago, I was a wreck and for some odd reason had been nervous the day. When the night came, I found myself crying to my mother and trying to voice my feelings about things. Later on, I woke my BF up and cried alot more. I decided it was time for bed and went upstairs to watch a movie to help me doze off. As I was watching it, I suddenly has this weird feeling in my head and I sat up. It felt like something was running down behind my ears.

I am struggling with anxiety and have been stressed out alot lately. I do not sleep much and when I do, it's for long periods of time. I also drink alot of caffine and smoke cigarettes.

I should go to the doctor but, I cannot afford it nor do I want to put the burden on my family with the bills. My mother recently had an anurism and I worried alot that it would happen to me.

Does this sound familiar to anyone? Or, should I see this as serious and go to the hospital?