I have a very hyper 2 yr old boy and am 6 mo preg from my second(little girl) I have problems with extremely low blood pressure and am always tired~! my boyfriend doesnt understand me he never helps me out around the house and doesnt do much to help me with our son, (he wont even come with me to my cardiologist appts). He complains sometimes that the house is messy (2 story house)which I clean on my own and that I have been slacking on making him breakfast and this or that, Lately he just throws a fit and says to me that he is just leaving that hell be back later or tomorrow.. he has not come home to sleep 3 times this month and he always just wants to hang out with his friends. I feel like a horrible mom for feeling this way but I really feel like I dont want this baby (0n the way) but yet I know that when shes born Im gonna love her to death. I dont know I Just feel alone and stupid! for getting pregnant again. I just dont know what to do anymore I dont even feel like I LOve him anymore and honestly i dont think he does either.