I recently found out I am pregnant from my boyfriend of about 2 years. He doesn't really have a job. I was going to keep the baby even though i am not ready for a child at this time, and now i am having second thoughts because I found out that I have Gonorrhea, which came from him, he says he must have had it for years but I asked the doctor and she said its impossible to have had Gonorrhea for that long without symptoms. This means he must have cheated on me within the past couple months. I am so disgusted that he cheated on me that I have to break up with him. But now my concern is raising a child on my own and my child having a father like this. It just hurts me because i was raised with both my parents and in a good home and i want the same for my child. I don't know if i can handle this alone and don't really have family or friends to rely on.

Should i have an abortion now? I am 5 weeks pregnant and confused!