Posted: 15-12-08 19:39pm


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hi all,

After reading a few posts from people on different sites i just thought i would tell you all my story, mainly for people who have had one or more miscarriage, as i know all to well how upsetting and disheartning it is, and with every miscarraige you lose a piece of yourself. so heres my story

I had my first son in 99, my second son in 2001, then found out i was pregnant with #3 but lost it in june 2002, i fell pregnant with #4 but lost it too in dec 2002, i was totally devestated but i hadn't given up hope so i waited a while the fell pregnant with #5 in june 2003 but unfortuantly lost this wee one too. So i gave up and decided i wasn't having anymore as i had lost 3 in a row obviously i couldn't have children anymore, i even got rid of my cot and things. I ended up depressed and so empty i already had 2 children but i just couldn't believe this was happening to me in my life because this kind of thing happened to other people

Then in october 2004 i found out i was pregnant again with #6 and didn't dare to hope, what was the point especially when the usual started to happen, i had cramps, then the brown staing started, i phoned the doctor and told him i was having a miscarriage he told me it was just a matter of waiting for the inevitable but i waited and the staining got lighter and the cramps went away. i went into labour at 25 weeks but thankfully the drugs they gave me stopped the labour until 37 weeks my waters broke nothing else happened and i ended up getting an infection which led to another c-section, i had lost of complications afterwards but i got my 1st little girl!! how amazing and to think i had lost all hope! silly me !

So as my body had been through much my partner and i decided enough was enough so he put his name down to get a vasectomy. but guess what??

I only fell pregnant again!! once again i had another complicated pregnancy preclampsia and posteclampsia but i had another sweet little girl.

2 boys and 2 girls and to think i had given up!

but please don't give up hope x x

good luck x x