Hello I'm going by the name of Princess No Name. And I'm 22 years old. I take birth control pills.
My last period was a couple days late like a few days to a week late, it started on November 24th I think. Like 99% sure. I'm pretty sure it was a heavy period lasting a few days I believe like 4 days??? I was expecting to start my next period around Christmas. I do usually have irregular periods.
Now its January 8th. Once I had a cycle last 52 days. It too was around Dec. I am in a very stressful situation as I just lost my job in Oct, and now I just ran out of money.Ive been stressed about not being able to pay my bills, or pay for christmas presents or even have 5 bucks to my name would be nice. I've looked everywhere, and nothing is hiring its a bad time of year.
I have no clue if or how long I'm late. I don't have money for my own place so my boyfriend and I are living at my families trailer house not the kind in the trailer parks but they kind that look like small houses yeah its alright but doesn't offer a lot of privacy. The walls are thin and its stressful to have to deal with feeling like I'm locked in this jail sell of a room. My boyfriend is like dealing with a child i swear its like we are already married i do everything and more then a wife for him, and it seems like its not good enough. I've been self conscious lately, as not working as put a couple pounds on me. Not complaining I only weigh 115 pounds so whatever.
I've been taking vitamins for hair skin and nails and I have been taking breast enhancement pills, and thought they have been working now im not sure or if im pregnant. I took yeast infection medicine the kind u insert urself, cuz i had a yeast infection and after my last period i douched to be fresh. I also take vitamins to prevent yeast infection.
I smoke cigs about one cig per hour. Except if im doing something.
In the last Month in a half I have tried or experiment with illegal drugs to run away from my problems in life and now im scared that I am pregnant, and that i did drugs, I didnt know... since im on the pill. But i was trying new drugs for the first time.
I did heroin just like two hits. But the following week i used oxycotton/herion type drug. During that time I took sleeping pills to sleep, weed to eat, and then i quit and was using anti anxiety pills. And the next week I might have skipped a pill because i went out and did meth. when i left it was time for me to take my pill, i forgot because i wanted to get high. I came home late the next day, so was kinda late that day but not really. I read the instructions and it said to take two, and then continue using the pack as you normally would. Then I was on meth for a week. I figured ah its fine its not like I'm ovulating, and a few days ago i did a few more hits of herion. a little one day a little the next day.
But NOW IM FREAKING OUT i'm not supposed to be pregnant, and couldnt afford it, or deserve it at this time in my life and a baby deserves better then to be born in that womb, it should be created in a healthier stomach then mine.
I'm terribly scared. I cant tell my family or my bf. He's going to freek out and yell out me and think i planned this... I dont want this please pray i start.
I took a dollar store prego test and im not sure but think its positive, it was hard to tell. I cant afford a different test. I HAVE NO MONEY. I cant go to the doctors yet... I JUST DID DRUGS!!! This is the worst situation ever.
Please someone if i am prego can you help me find out close to when i conceived its hard to think i might already be in my sixth week what if i am, what if my baby is growing a brain and heart right now and i f'ed it up?