i am 53 years old and i had total hysterctomy about 7 months back. there has been some drastic loss in business suffered by my husband and the resulting economic drain. now i just want to die. i just wish for a disease that will take me away from this world although i have no suicidal feelings. i have no interest in sex although i love my husband dearly. sleeplessness is the order of every night. i cry a lot. my own business keeps me busy but i am not able to concentrate as i used to. iam a mess now.