Possibly Pregnant, boyfriend wants an abortion; I don't.

Hello:

I am seven days late for my period. I have sore heavy breasts, heightened sensitivity to smell, day time sleepiness, and some mild occasional cramping. My period is usually very regular. Three months ago I separated from my husband. At the time I was pregnant 5 weeks. After much thought and consideration I had an abortion. I should also add that I already have three children with my husband. So, after the separation an ex boyfriend and I started seeing each other. Then sex came. We never used protection. Now, after having only one period after the abortion in November. My last period was Jan. 31st. I am confused and scared. After going through an abortion I don't think I could go through it again. He is ADAMANTLY against me having this baby if I am pregnant. The facts is that I am not in a position to have a fourth kid. But it is not the kid's fault. I had unprotected sex. I put myself in that position, so I should be the one to deal with it. To be honest, if he decides to walk out, then fine. He was never worth keeping. He has disappointed me greatly. He has provided me with very little emotional support.