hi I'm 18 and my names Hunter, I was wondering if anyone could tell me if i'm paranoid or if i've possible inherited my grandfathers schizophrenia.
- Here's a Few things that make me think i may have
- often pondering over my life and its value,never comming up with much
- i often think of suicide
- hear voices like my mom calling for her dogs and other things i would normally hear but while i'm home alone
- i constantly have an inter monologue running in my head and sometimes i think of what im going to say and something totally different or negative comes out
- i sometimes cant spell or have trouble pronouncing words i know WELL!!
- i cant keep freinds and often see no point in gaining new ones
- expect for school im almost completely isolated from anyone, not that i need to be since i have purchased my own vehicle
- i have a girl friend and i cant seem to want to stay with her for long
- sometimes my mind and my mouth combined and i say 2 words at once
- Lack the want to do anything spontaneous like i used tojavascript:emoticon('

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- there are more but none come yo mind
If anyone can give me some pointers i would be grateful