Possible HIV stress (Page 2)

Hi right now im just sitting here not stressing as much just worrying why I can't crap or why Im not eating really and im not stressing as much as I was the other day I hung out with my friend that I went to the escort women with he was acting fine like nothing and was Like I used a condom im good im not tripping.Im just alil stressing and chest pain by my heart alil why cant I use the toliet and crap =/ I think I did have panic attacks few times outta this week one the other day and few days ago=./

I am glad to hear that you are feeling better.

Now I suggest that you visit the doctor with your present situation. Explain to the doctor how you are feeling and be honest about everything.

All the best and keep chill.

Muthoni (Mson)

I will can anxiety make you have constipation and not eat and feel bad I still think about it through out the day and even had two dreams about it last night =/ current status mind is on it and havent ate not feeling hungry alil havent gone but i did go like few hours ago and it was diahreah and doctor well clinic isnt open till monday only thing open is the hospital.I did go to rite aid witch is a grocery typ kind of store and got some deculax on fri i been takin

I have read that, "Constipation, costiveness, or irregularity, is a condition of the digestive system in which a person (or animal) experiences hard feces that are difficult to expel."

You are not constipated if you are having diarrhea. I think you are panicking. You have read too much on the Internet. It seems to me that you are suffering stress. When I was stressed out I could not eat and therefore could not poo!

Do the breathing like Homerx said and if you have time on Monday, see the doctor.

Your writing is very much appreciated. All the best.

Always
Mson

I went to the movies today and the mall try to relax but was tired and stressing have i worked myself up so much that I cant get as worked up as I have been..sorry Like i said I was at the movies and started to thinking about if I have hiv or if I have something else now but my mind is still thinking about hiv I couldnt sit through the movie so I left and went home because I felt lil better home now I'am home reading forums on stuff im not stressing as much..My moms says have stressed myself up so much that my body prob cant stress out anymore.and that I have had two panic attacks she says in tthis past week.=/My mind is racey Im gonna go out tonight as my friend just called right now theyre gonna be driinking and smoking weed and what not but I WILL NOT! their also gonna hangout with some girls I ALSO WILL NOT BE TRYING ANY SEXUAL THINGS TO imma just go out to take my mind off stuff <3 you all be back later

I feel like crying I feel like crap my head hurts Im tripping out over here (

You are doing well. This too shall pass. Take good care!

Always
Mson

I went to the walk n clinic where I live by they said my medi-cal card didnt work I feel like crap still having bathroom issues and I cant get over the fact what I did im sad and feel like a waste atm and feel like my parents are taking this to serious im so scared i cant take my mind off anything =( and when I dont look stressed I still am and still thinking about it deep down inside ..I threw up stomach acids and felt like more crap oh my it hard to explain the way i feel and how crapp i feel inside and out and why im sick and have these pains and aches.

I read this thread on another site and im scared as heck just not showing it.I read this person who had sex with a HIV+ person and was their bf..about 10weeks ago and also that is when I had my last encounter I think 11 weeks almost for me though..is talking about how they feel and it's exacly how I feel even the lil pink dots on their thighs =/Im super scared I feel like takiing a shower and crying.they feel exactly how I feel their gonna take their test in like another week but why do they feel exactly how I do and have the same dots and it's almost exactly during the same time period why did I do what I did =(

it wasn't a post at forums.poz.com was it?

Yeah it was =( Prayer It was actually what your wrote.."Thank you for the quotes.<3 Im sad And I try to relax myself it's so hard.=(

i think you'll be ok... i really do... i wish i could say the same for me... but yeah, if you need to talk i'd be glad to cause i feel like i made you worry more...

It's okay Blue..Im up bored stressed myself out again then will calm down and do it all over again..-_- how was everyones day today good I Hope..well im going to lay down I feel like I make myself tired and my head hurts some what..I just wanna thank you all for your replies and support it does make me feel better through out my day I will say a prayer for you all tonight

Hi all ...I feel better when I speak about how I feel ..I dont feel sick really just alil here and their mainly worried about what the results of my test is gonna be Now it's Tuesday I got blood taken away from me last week.Wonders if 10 weeks is long time .Worried about getting a phone or something this week..it's so hard to relax I wonder how many people feel the way I do and felt sick like this Im scared sorry for bringing my worry onto the forum <3

Thats what we are here for...to hopefully relieve your worried mind I love the fact that we are here for each other threw good and bad times...you are a great kid, Kyl3 and no matter what, your a valuable and wonderful person who has a huge heart and sweet spirit...I am very proud of you. :hey:talking it out helps a lot...

i LOVE YOU DUDE THANKS I FEEL DOWN AND OUT HALF THE DAY IM BE UNEASY AND CALM STILL THEN I'LL JUST BREAKDOWN AND CRY <3 TY IM EVEN WRITTING THIS AS IM BROKEN DOWN AND CRYING RIGHT NOW.

you know theirs lots of things i givin up on and didnt do it because i didnt beleive in myself that i could do it so i just quit at it

me 2...we all have. Done let the regrets of what never happened keep the possibilities of whats to come from happening. Life is what you make it but you have to be pro active!

Homer and everyone pray for me please My friend who felt the same way I do got his test results in today and he came back positive and im getting my results tomorrow.in the monring and he feels the exact same way i do and!=(I dont know what to think right now im scared.