Last year I gained a lot of weight and at the peak of my weight gain my ex dumped me for a much thinner girl. I lost weight after that because I was depressed about the break up and had no appetite. I lost the weight I gained but after a while I started gaining again. When someone asked me if I gained weight then I started dieting on purpose. I am right now 45kg and 157cm and my weight loss goal is to be slimmer than the girl my ex dumped me for.

I don't think I have any symptoms of anorexia and I don't see myself as fat. But I don't want to gain weight again. Could it be possible that I am seeing this other girl as skinnier then she really is and have a distorted image of her body which is unhealthy for me considering my weight loss goal is to be thinner than her?